Let go

What could you let go of, for the sake of harmony?

I would let go of getting into too much of an accident even though I loved driving. Or maybe I was tired by myself to death because I couldn’t finish faster than this..I still don’t know what was the reason for me slowing down when all these things were happening.

I was too tired of driving…the last accident was so bad that I was out of work for 70 days.. I always have this habit of pushing myself to test my endurance to the end…it is worse when I know I can finish faster and the end the bad habit is finishing last when I am still working with employment.

I realised I don’t have any productivity at all for myself…since I am only working for profits… that’s why I am pushed myself to over the edge as I needed more money 🤑 and didn’t seem to care about the surrounding at this time.

Now when I have sit down and think over, maybe in the past working for 18 hours a days or 17 hours just to earn this much with an employer who put a label across your head to state your net worth is this much. Then that is the net worth an employer placed you…

Come to think of it, is it really worthy to work for an employer or my stupidity for working that long? I think 🤔 I must only work at the capability for working this much to get a lot more of my net worth and shouldn’t be depending on the salary basis scheme…any risk safe job is always about fitting to your employer’s fit rather than your own fit. Jobs of the past, present and future do not have job security anymore…it never has been and it never will be…

The only thing the employer thought was giving you a chance for their right fit… that’s why I let go of job employment and live in harmony for myself to find other physical work that I enjoy working for myself and just complete the work in full.