Bothering me

What bothers you and why?

The uncertainty of facing plans made two years ago, or even those adjusted just three months back, had now turned into reality. What bothers me most is that I never planned to be out of work, resting for three months. As I ponder my current situation, the lingering question is: what adversity am I going to face next?

Driving someone else’s car only adds to my stress. I constantly question myself: Did I drive correctly? Did I respect the person who was kind enough to lend me their car? Did I watch out for bumps on the road? Did I drive carefully? Did I follow the traffic light codes? When the light turned yellow, did I slow down instead of following others’ bad habit of speeding up to beat the red light? These thoughts plague me as I navigate each turn and stop, knowing that every action carries weight and consequence.