Mental

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The mental challenges I had are on the right side of this caption picture: it was very disturbing for me, after reading this image 😭..I was in tears when I read this, and am overwhelmed that I can overcome these challenges on mental illnesses.

I realized that I had an outlet to come out of this, by finding and researching my true purpose in life. I prayed 🙏 very hard and researched why during the COVID-19 times I had these illnesses. What can I do to come out of this and become a better person?

I received this thankful  divine help through prayers as I scrolled down through the YouTube channel and found the answers. I found this Hawaiian prayer called ho’oponopono prayer. 

It involves using the power of forgiveness and repentance to cleanse one’s mind and heart. The Ho’oponopono prayer, often simplified to the phrases

“I’m sorry,

please forgive me,

thank you,

I love you,”

is used to resolve personal conflicts and restore harmony and balance.

I used this on a daily basis, each time I went into illness as this too wasn’t enough and I realized I was bad in maintaining relationships. .

How or what can I do to overcome this illness? I prayed again to seek the answer from within me, and change the methods of prayer differently. I recited the prayer that resonated with me and I feel my own vibration elevating me upward. I realized this is so important for me to follow the YouTube prayers according to the vibration sound that resonated with me as this uplift me to do something out of anything for myself. Gradually I started changing.

I listed down all the habits I didn’t like about myself and started writing furiously about myself. I was so inspired that I am able to uplift myself this way as I realized the only uplifting I needed for me and to get new supporters that were just like me.

I also listened to podcasts like Bob Proctor, Harv Eker, Jesse Eker YouTube channels non-stop just to change me. I became obsessed with myself to find the true meaning and divine purpose in myself. I am still researching myself and what can I improve on?

The result I set on myself was lack. Because of me, I set myself up for failure, depression, fatigue, sadness and sickness. If I want to be a better person, I need to work on one habit at a time to break the obstacle that I had on myself. To overcome this, I found another creative moment was to write . I prayed again to uplift me and found a free setup blog like jetpack. I am starting to fill up myself by attempting to write something from the daily prompt. This too will help me to delete my depression moment again.

I am still researching and recovering from myself to find out what I can learn from myself.