Out of place

I often feel out of place in relationships, especially with family members, as I observe shifting dynamics and changing attitudes, particularly with my brother. His behavior seems influenced by his wife, which creates a sense of distrust and distance between me.. Even when interacting with relatives who are older and more highly educated, I feel a disconnect, leading me to prefer silence and a more reserved stance in conversations.

Even with friends, I can sense they are pulling me down and most of the friends I have is always cut out from my life…I prefer to be by myself.