No more half way

What are you most proud of in your life?

I have a tendency to start tasks but leave them unfinished, often getting caught in overthinking and making excuses. I forget that I live with my family and should factor their tasks into my schedule.

This habit of doing things halfway makes me feel like a failure, and the fear of failing holds me back from trying. Even when I attempt to pull myself up, self-doubt creeps in, influenced by past conditioning.

However, a week ago, I set a goal to make kesari, and today, without much effort, I accomplished it. I used the utensils, cleaned up, and returned everything to its place. It was a proud moment, and I wish all tasks could flow that easily.