Instinct

Do you trust your instincts?

The instincts that guide me are my inner compass, helping me navigate out of troubling situations, especially when surrounded by negative people filled with jealousy, hatred, envy, frustration, or bullying.

I’ve learned to look deep within myself, tapping into an inner resilience that bulldozes through obstacles, clearing the path ahead. I rely on my intuition and spiritual practices to overcome these challenges, connecting telepathically to higher frequencies or like-minded energies to guide me through dark experiences.

I cannot always express my struggles openly because speaking out could hurt others, and I value the power of words written down. Writing has become my therapy, a way to release pain, liberate myself, and process the strange events I endure. Through prayer, faith, devotion, and chanting, I find clarity and direction.

Sometimes, these channels manifest as vivid dreams, guiding me to the source of the negativity around me. These dreams are often misunderstood by others, especially those suspicious of spiritual energy, who may dismiss it as black magic or seek a medium to interpret it.

One particular incident opened my eyes. There was a small box on the prayer altar containing figures of Vishnu and Lakshmi. I felt an odd energy from the box; when I touched it, my heartbeat raced unnaturally fast, and when I let go, it slowed. Testing it further, I realized the energy was linked to someone else—perhaps a relative—chanting at the same time. When the chanting ceased, I removed the box, and the oppressive energy lifted slightly. This led me to examine other items on the altar, uncovering more objects that seemed to block the flow of positive energy: a 5-inch Chola-era Devi and Ganesha figure harboring a negative entity, and a brown linga stone covered in green-black oxidation. Upon removing these objects, the atmosphere shifted.

Another longstanding source of discomfort was a picture of Shiva, which depicted an imbalance in the divine relationship. As a teenager, I had tried to discard the image several times, but my father always retrieved it. This picture seemed to hold a negative energy that strained our relationship, creating resentment and discord.

Similarly, other images, such as Arjuna with Krishna on the chariot, seemed to bring turmoil into the house. My father had received this rolled-up image from his sister and framed it, placing it in the hall. The fights in the family intensified after that, and I believe this picture symbolized misaligned energy.

Over the years, I’ve observed how certain objects and images can affect the energy of a home. The house, once filled with dark and stagnant energy, lacked vitality. Despite the teachings of revered figures like Sai Baba or Shirdi Baba, their presence seemed to bring bitterness rather than peace.

However, the family members who carried bright, positive energy stood out, providing a glimmer of hope amid the gloom.

Realizing this, I’ve taken it upon myself  as Rak-shaka to transform the space. By removing these negative elements and focusing on positivity, I aim to create a haven of peace. The Bhagavad Gita’s teachings guide me, encouraging self-awareness and the pursuit of harmony. This journey has taught me that while external influences can affect us deeply, it is within our power to reclaim our space, elevate our energy, and restore balance. As the quote in Bhagavad Gita says,

Eternal family traditions and codes of moral conduct are destroyed with the destruction of the family. And immorality prevails in the family due to the destruction of family traditions.

And when immorality prevails, O Krishna, the women of the family become corrupted; when women are corrupted and this brings the family and the slayers of the family to hell, because the spirits of their ancestors are degraded when deprived of ceremonial offerings of love and respect by the unwanted progeny.

The everlasting qualities of social order and family traditions of those who destroy their family are ruined by the sinful act of illegitimacy.

We have been told, O Krishna, that people whose family traditions are destroyed necessarily dwell in hell for a long time.

Alas! We are ready to commit a great sin by striving to slay our relatives because of greed for the pleasures of the kingdom.

It would be far better for me if my cousin brothers kill me with their weapons in battle while I am unarmed and unresisting.

When Going Gets Tough, Even Tough Ones Can Get Deluded

Sanjaya said: Having said this in the battlefield and casting aside his bow and arrow, Arjuna sat down on the seat of the chariot with his mind overwhelmed with sorrow.

The image of the chariot with Arjuna and Krishna, once a source of discord in my home, has now found its rightful place in a temple.

In sacred spaces like temples, ashrams, or places of worship, the collective energies of faith, devotion, and chanting create an environment where negative forces are dissolved. The consecrated energy generated by the prayers of many individuals transforms and purifies the surrounding atmosphere, turning darkness into light.

This profound process highlights why such sacred images and figures are better suited for communal spaces of worship rather than private homes.

Over time, I’ve come to understand that these images carry an energy that interacts with the space they inhabit. When kept at home, they may inadvertently invite conflicts or amplify unresolved emotions if not aligned with the household’s spiritual state. However, in a temple or ashram, where the energy is consistently elevated through collective faith, the spiritual significance of these artifacts flourishes.

Whether I consciously realized it or not, my instincts—shaped by my faith, devotion, and chanting—have guided me toward this understanding. These practices have not only helped me navigate personal challenges but have also raised my energy levels and spiritual awareness. They have become my foundation, sustaining me through trials and providing clarity amid confusion.

Yet, I am still learning why these experiences occur. Each step on this path reveals deeper truths about the interplay of energy, space, and intention. It’s a journey of self-discovery, as I strive to align my inner instincts with the higher energies around me, seeking to create harmony within and beyond myself.