Journey of Strength, Healing, and Self-Renewal.

What are your biggest challenges?

The goal I have set for myself is never to neglect my well-being. This commitment arose from a difficult period in my life when sinus issues led to prolonged respiratory complications, eventually culminating in leukemia. I spent months in the hospital, relying on a blend of medical treatment, prayers, faith, and devotion. Chanting became my lifeline, a spiritual antibiotic that helped me endure and heal.

When I moved to my family’s home, it was to recover and regain strength. However, the environment was far from ideal. Dust and negative energies weighed heavily on me. Slowly, through continual chanting and unwavering determination, I began to stand on my own feet.

My father, now an 85-year-old man, played a complex role in our family dynamics. In a moment of dementia, he revealed glimpses of the guilt he carried—a guilt born from decisions that disrupted the family’s harmony. Despite his frequent visits to temples, seeking solace, he never fully acknowledged the consequences of his actions. His inability to mend the damage left deep scars, not just on the family but also on himself.

As I reflect on my life, I cannot ignore the presence of negative entities in the house. These energies have lingered since childhood, creating a living hell. But I’ve come to realize that mixing with negativity, whether in people or the environment, only perpetuates that cycle. It is a life lesson that I’ve learned the hard way.

The attraction to masks and weaponry, which once filled my home, now seems tied to deeper, unresolved energies. A particular “entity boy” that I associated with a mask has been removed along with those objects. Giving these items away was a symbolic act of releasing negativity and reclaiming my space.

By letting go of these objects, I’ve cleared the way for a brighter, more peaceful environment.

Today, I strive to be alert, attentive, and aware of my own life form. Severing ties with toxic relationships has been a necessary step. Though painful memories resurface, I actively work on removing them and replacing the language and thoughts imprinted by others with positivity. Audiobooks, podcasts by Bob Proctor, and Sadhguru’s wisdom are my tools for transformation.

Stop Procrastinating: A Second Goal
Procrastination is a habit I must leave behind. I cannot afford to take life lightly or be swayed by others who dismiss my efforts. My mind must remain strong and focused, resisting negativity and distractions. Through prayer, chanting, and faith, I aim to bring light into every corner of my life.

This house, once a source of negativity, must be cleared of all dark entities. No longer will I be a sacrificial lamb, a pawn, or a victim of circumstances. My mission is to transform this space into one of peace and harmony.

Do It Yourself: A Third Goal
Relying on outsiders is not an option. I have the capability to confront these challenges head-on. With prayer and devotion, I will cleanse this house of all negative energies. Rotten limes at the altar and neglected idols are reminders of the importance of vigilance in spiritual practices. Regular chanting of Murugan bhakti songs, replacing offerings, and purifying the space are my responsibilities.

While others might suggest abandoning my faith for an easier path, I choose to remain steadfast. I respect all beliefs, having studied them extensively, but I find solace and strength in the faith that resonates deeply with me.

Through this journey, I strive to become a walking temple—a symbol of peace and resilience. Even amid challenges, this quest is about bringing harmony to my life and creating a sanctuary where light triumphs over darkness.

Every day, I continue chanting, cleansing, and growing. It is a journey of faith, healing, and renewal—one I undertake with unwavering determination to reclaim my peace and live a life of purpose and positivity.