Dream job

What’s your dream job?

My dream job is to be a fixer, someone who mends relationships. I’ve realized that I am the root cause of many broken relationships in my life. Forgiving myself for this has been crucial, and I am thankful for having gone through these experiences. They have taught me more about myself and the reasons behind my actions. I have no regrets about what I did, as it has shaped my growth.

To fight a demon, I’ve learned that I must confront myself. To identify these demons, I had to dig deep and uncover the root causes one by one. A fixer in relationships doesn’t get intimidated by others’ opinions. They recognize that the words and actions of others often stem from jealousy or envy, creating stories to foster rifts and rivalries within families. Unfortunately, by the time I noticed this, it was often too late.

There are moments when I choose not to get involved, realizing that to overcome suspicion and demons, I need to face them head-on in real-life situations—not just in dreams. Dreams have a way of amplifying unresolved desires, which can lead to disappointment. To force change within myself, I must push through fear and break down barriers without hesitation. I must hold myself accountable and avoid procrastination.

The negative echo of “I am not enough” is destructive. Instead, I must replace it with affirmations like “I am special, and I can do more.” Changing the negative narratives I’ve internalized, often from second- or third-hand sources, is essential to my healing journey. By listening to audiobooks and persevering, I am committed to climbing the uphill path toward healing and becoming my best self.