Complain.

What do you complain about the most?

What do I complain about? Once upon a time, I used eardrops on what people are commenting about me because I listened and that is how I got sick and kept running up more hospital bills than ever. My feet would swelled like elephant legs without my knowing and yet I still didn’t know what had happened to me. To kill other people’s opinions, I decided to sever all types of ties of relationship of those who have jealousy, enviously, hatred and all the negative hell environment I can think of.

I started doing the inner engineering program just a few days ago, I had to stopped for 72 hours on the third day just to find out why couldn’t continue with the practises. I started chanting the mantras more often than usual and the orchestrated on the other side didn’t like me reciting the mantras and I got sick and become phobia.

Then  ‘ammavaschi’ or the full moon, is when the black magician will use whatever to distort my mind. I entered the temple and bought the family with me to witness the special prayers. I sat there with them as the prayers were going to begin. Everyone in the temple had bought a lot of dry red chillies, salt and pepper corns for their families as they also filled the temples pots with these items for prayers.

My feet swelling went down after so many years as  I do the practises wholeheartedly for sadhana offered by isha.  My desired is  to see what are the changes in my human form taking place, I can feel every emotion sensational in the whole human, from my  head to the feet is changing. Nothing is ever the same now.

I also had a bad vivid dream or bad vivid dejavu while still conscious driving, have a face in front of me looking at me so angrily at me for sending her disturbance messages, and each time I send her, I will block her to save myself. The last message I sent to her was “Spectator Focus Eyes will be set free. Go back to your lover and family”. Lo it stopped. As I turned behind me, the vivid dream showed me the black cobra still continues to tie her in her coils tightly. I didn’t just see one, I saw the couple, families and individuals all were coiled tightly by the black cobra. I tried to set her free from the coil black cobra as it was too tight. No matter how I tried to remove the black cobra, it didn’t budge. I guess she must have accepted this as no exit as this has been a long time. She will continue to be trapped with her lover and the whole family.Though she is converted, no matter where she runs too. It is still there and I had to let it go to free my whole family, I was able to walk  away from the coiled black cobra snake away from her.

If I wanted to free the rest, I have to go to the root cause. It did look like I was asking for trouble. RDN appears in front of me vividly in front of my steering wheel,.I was right. She used the converter to do her dirty work for her as she uses XR as a pawn, traitor and a scapegoat to do her bidding.

After RDN disappeared by chanting her YouTube chanting to get me into more accidents. I did my best to stay alert, attentive, vigilant at all times at the same time chanting while I drive. She realizes I am super tough…there is nothing she can do about it. She is so angry….

I heard another faintly background orchestrated on the other side, the choir from the church as I watched over her. If only she knew…

I did what I could because I realized after going to the inner engineering, the quote “Everything is my responsibility”. Hit me badly and make me pondered I too must be a super badass person . Before this, I didn’t care about anyone. And now I have to change this idea again. At least, I am thankful for the divinity that I am able to break  free from the twisted black coiled cobra together with all my family members.

For the time being, I don’t ever want to go there again. I want my family and I to remain safe as I continue doing what I am doing now that is chanting the mantras and practising these Isha sadhana. I will continue to chant to remove all the black shadows in the house and free my family members from this bad stuff.  Though I had cleared the floors, there are still many items that need to be tossed away. I need to smoke the room out just like the Beetlejuice  movie.  Then do whatever I need to do next.