Music 🎵🎶

What would your life be like without music?

The pains of music were traumatized as I spoke to Ishatanga about this, as a tear fell to my cheek. The telepathy she says sadhguru has spoken about. I did listen to sadhguru and yet I still don’t understand and need to do more research that resonates with myself.

Since my inner self has opened up, there must be another way to heal myself from telepathy disastrous I created. Where is the answer I am desperately looking for? What shall I do? I can’t talk about this to my own family members at all. What will they think of me? My brother’s mother-in-law called me mad.

I did live in silence till I find a solution of what I am going to do next? Crazy as it seems I am not a whacko and often I get misjudged in people’s eye views. I turned to the silent heartbeat to seek answers. The heart recommended looks  deep inside the mind it will trigger me back to reality.

So many lessons have happened only leaving these painful lesson bits to learn and move to the next dimension. One foot is in the dimension and another foot is being held back by Xandra. Think man, what can I do differently? Listen to the hymns of the divinity that will send the vibration to you.

Why do I need to repeat this vibration over and over again and why is my whole body vibrating nonstop since the last ishatanga spoke to me and the other one just listening. I need to move on, my timing is right everything I worked hard is changing. I must take the right track. I see the divinity light calling to join the other divinity is calling. I must follow the divinity higher. 

No more  misery for me, no more holding back just go. I found it, turned my hand into a blacksmith’s Hands turned all the chola Devi and Ganesh deity back to the original form and let me return to the earth and wither away into thin air.

Let me give them my love, I return all those who I hurt to peace and good vibes. All the hex rings are melted down to earth and returned to the soil. As I let mother earth do her work. The green stone I must break it to shatter to all the household that once had. Return the green stone music to the river and the river will take the shatter pieces to its place.

Let the music of hymns continue to play of those of no music at all return to kindness. No repent and no understanding of no music is  the power of forgiveness as their distraught families called out their loved one, mother what is going on? Just looking into the inner self music that plays quietly within you.