Bhava Spadana

What could you try for the first time?

I could try, for the first time, to become a sanyasin after the Bhava Spandana program. These were the negative experiences I felt released from — the fear of death, the nightmare of an accident, and vivid dreams of dying in a car. That split second when my eyes shut while driving made my whole body completely shut down.

There was also the nightmare of telepathic negativity directed toward me — constant threats trying to stop me from writing a book about my experiences. The battle in my mind was endless, filled with arguments and self-doubt.

Why do I say such things about myself? What can I change to become a better version of who I am?

After the Bhava Spandana program, I felt a sense of enlightenment — a realization of living beyond my physical and psychological drama. I no longer sink into those experiences. I have a body and a mind, but they are platforms for me to stand on, not quicksand to drown in, as Sadhguru mentioned in his Fire video.

If I could try something for the first time, it would be to free myself completely from all physical and psychological drama — for good.